We were children pretending to be adults.
This was our seeding, the setting of roots
until our transplantation. If these were our glory days
what the hell have we been doing for 50 years?
We were the bridge between the gap
a bridge over troubled waters
waiting for the bus at McCord’s
running to Goodnight’s and Andy’s for lunch.
We were our favorite teachers.
Did you sign the petition to save Mr. Sinclair?
We were angry, we were confused, we were rebellious
we were happy and we were sad.
We were drowning in a hormonal cesspool they called summer gym.
We were on a rollercoaster racing through 10th Street hollow.
We were Y-Teen dances. We were a Barton Beach bonfire
running through the woods, swimming the creek to get away.
We were choir and band and orchestra. We were art and shop classes.
We were school plays. We were debate team.
We were boy’s sports and a white gloved cheer block
before Title IX leveled the playing field…thank God.
We were working 30 hours a week falling asleep in Physics
skipping class, failing Edie Hopkins Senior Civics
because we knew John Birch and John Galt
were the same man and they were both fantasies.
We were sons and daughters of Jefferson
before the truth of Sally Hemmings.
We were John, Malcolm, Bobby and Martin hoping the gun would misfire,
we wished we could have been there to tell Marilyn it’s okay to grow old,
we still lie to our classmates that we understood what Zappa was singing
and we still don’t know why a school of higher learning
insists on spelling Bronchos with an ‘H’.
We were Walter Cronkite before pundits masqueraded as news.
We were Buddhist monks on fire in the streets of Saigon
We were body bags in Vietnam and Kent State
marching in cadence on bases and in streets
screaming at one another, while McNamara pulled strings
and told us lies. We were Nixon, Mayor Daley, Abbie Hoffman
and Bobby Seal gagged and tied to a chair. We were hiding from
demons and angels whose names we wore on bracelets with the initials M.I.A.
We were the weekend parties we went to or wish we had.
We were skinny dipping in the creek trying to swim upstream.
We were dancing with the Hamm’s Beer Bear during Cub games
while the St. Louis Cardinals won the World Series again and again and again.
We were working on mysteries without any clues
discussing the merits of Easy Rider as a 20th century
celluloid Book of Revelation, while hitchhiking without a map.
We were racing on Haggerty Lane in our daddy’s station wagon
trying to beat a race car a classmate built in his garage.
We were meeting you at Arni’s, Frisch’s, the Frozen Custard or the Patio
parking at Sears, racing into the country with someone we just met at Park & Eat.
We were those who knew where they were going,
and we were those who were two fries short of a Happy Meal
searching McDonald’s parking lot for what we were missing
and we were those who didn’t care and we were those
who just wanted to get the hell out of Dodge.
We were lost in that sterile new building
but found our way to the door by spring.
Forgive me my adolescent sins and indiscretions
And I will forgive you yours.
Be kind to yourself, because how can you be kind to others
unless you learn to be kind to yourself.
The glass is half full – not half empty.
Raise your glass to classmates who would not or could not come
and hold it high for those who passed before their time
and who are dearly missed.
Repeat after me what Mr. Martin taught us
at that very first convo of our high school years:
Jeff Excels in Many Areas!
Jeff Excels in Many Areas!
Jeff Excels in Many Areas!
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